fast

Faster the speed of some word, voice or any movement I'm trying to understand or learn, the only way to basically understand is concentrate and to achieve that focus in that endeavor improves my understanding and makes the learning faster, easier and effective.

Meaning hovering in comfort zone will be a barrier because you'll always be comfortable to make excuses. So over being creative and making such excuses which are of course exhausting and the whole indifference to the truth where you search for deceptive validity in those acts, is just a foolish act of self delusion of which you are already formally aware but just turning a blind eye to because you don't want to see it as now. That's just stubbornness of some spoiled you. Try getting out it's convenient that way.

And if you still don't self reflect after reading all this and continue the glorification of procrastination than you're just shutting off possibilities you had coming your way for which you lived so far. After you realize the value after some kind of event and reliving the present preciously. The past you wasted haphazardly when you could have done better is just so bad. So why not read this and just think for a minute bud.

Now has come a time where people needs to be told to think, don't worry the thought-police ain't coming at you, at night neither will you vanish tomorrow.