Control

Every cell in your body is eavesdropping to your internal dialogue which should make sense how by changing your internal dialogue you can influence our body's chemistry. Which not only means that it will bring about instantaneous physical changes as we live in such a fast and short period of time, the long term efforts are not relatively preferred. But again it changes from person to person degree of desire and goals each of them carry, where long term sacrifice is acceptable for the passion which them have to make what they imagine into reality.

There are no tree without a seed,i.e. for gaining something, having desire is the primary mechanics for its fulfillment. Somehow directing these desires with sincere consistency instead of just expectation on them for instantaneous gains out of it, is essential attitude we must cultivate for their achievement. I've heard things such as how the desires we have are because they are things that are meant to be fulfilled by nature but we just happened to be medium through which it got expressed. Such an opinion of how my life is orchestrated through a predestined plot lines to fulfill the desires of some metaphysical existence whose existence is believed not proved is terrifying. I do trust that there are things that exist more than what i believe does exist, as this short time that I'll physically and spiritually exist is not enough to explore through everything.

Maybe the way I live somehow can be perceived as a puppet show which guided by expectation, prejudices, principles and stereotypes of things outside my body; but that doesn't mean i have no power to make a decision. Somehow I'm doing what I'm doing right no because it's a proclivity that I've committed to through my conscious consent of my conscience through countless possible possibilities I know are simultaneously possible. But the fact of losing this childish but a essential thing called freedom to an unknown force to which my thoughts and acts are mere tools to get what it wants is not impossible and i trust might be a possibility and I don't think I'll feel repelled by either way is just hilarious.