Ignorant Resolve

The things that you have belief on, with utmost trust of how there's no way for it being wrong, can be a huge blunder. As the essence of the civilized utopia some of we dream of or think we are living in is also only an assumption, i.e. the basic pivot being a just some implementation of human-al idealization on life. That itself brings in it's irony of the binary world being not of two sides but just how majority simplification on things of how they want to perceive things to themselves. There might be statements of minor indifference made out by them with reasoning of wise but it's rather a humble stubborn obsession of another form.  

Just seeing a slight future on the path of this certain person, if I'm walking along to grow to be such a person. I don't want to as of now. As now with the forces of thoughts of mine; which are directed on the youthful confusion of lost and motivationless but also the energy and stubbornness of owning the world and whatever if we desire to compensate the lack of experience.   

It made me feel how empty those feeling were to resolve in principle as only vice. But in third and second person view it's just annoying. Because people like relativity of their own interests, superiority, humble on own praise and open hearted on their praise. That's just how individualistic and self obsessing, a human is.   

So getting back at the possible parallel future, I ought not to be arrogant on my ideals but also weak in putting flags when I have to.   Also always keeping aware of feeling of perfectness, feeling of victory (one must know how to balance the happy and calm and keep themselves grounded, for the moment you feel you've won people let their guards down due to which they miss on various present changes, which are infact the basic instinct you must never lose is observation of the surrounding changes, that's absolutely basic and the most important survival instinct we have had and must have as an animal) and expectations out of someone and something outside our body as we ourselves being out of our own control, the bodies outside being in control is just wishful desire of one type.   

All of the above are thesis leading to catastrophe by ourselves, while seemingly meager problem from outside. Thought it might seem you have great judgement but not only you age and gain knowledge everyone does. We are unique but everyone else is not common due to the former reasoning but the opposite of it. So what we can do is perceive with sincerity to goal, work and people. Everyone would want to know the true reason behind everything but as simple as it sounds the centuries of geniuses have also reached no where near it.

So all we can do is know ourselves, because that's the only thing we are capable of and a thing we are capable of.